Tuesday, October 13, 2009

am i really writing what i feel at the moment..??
those represent what i feel...
whether i write it or not, that's really what i feel

Because I'm Stupid

I'm really, very foolish

I know of no one other than you

You're looking at someone else

Yet you have no idea of my feelings like this

I won't be in your days

I won't be in the memories either, however

Only you, I looked only at you

And the tears keep coming

As I watch you walking past, I'm still happy

Even though you still don't know my heart

I should stop this and go

I really want to see the day

I'm withstanding the pain each day

"I love you" is playing on my lips

Alone once again, crying for you

Alone once again, missing for you

Baby, I love you, I'm waiting for you

I won't be in your days

I won't be remembered either, however

Only you, I looked only at you

I'm making memories alone

Loving you is like having a beautiful wound

I look at your pretty smile also

But I cannot laugh with you

I'm thinking about you so much everyday

My heart is hurting in all these sad days

"I want to see you" is playing on my lips

Alone once again, crying for you

Alone once again, missing for you

Baby, i'm waiting for you, I love you

Bye bye, never say goodbye

Even though I cannot hold you like this

I need you, I cannot say anything more, I want you

I keep on hoping too, I'll keep hoping....

I really want to see the day

I'm withstanding the pain each day

"I love you" is playing on my lips

Alone once again, crying for you

I'm thinking about you so much everyday

My heart is hurting in all these sad days

"I want to see you" is playing on my lips

Alone once again, crying for you

Alone once again, missing for you

Baby, I'm waiting for you, I love you

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Why did I fall in love with you?

Why did I fall in love with you?
No matter how much time passes
I thought you would always be here
But you chose a different path
Why couldn't I convey to you
Every day, every night, the growing thoughts
The words begin to flow
But they won't reach you
Since the day that I met you
I felt like I knew you
We melted together so naturally
Wherever we would go, together
Needing you is a natural thing
The two of us became adults together
But you chose a different path
Why did I fall in love with you?
No matter how much time passes
I thought you would always be here
But you won't come back
Today will always have a special meaning
Today the happiness stands on our faces
You defy God with your beautiful figure
I'm not the one being blessed at your side
I'm supposed to say farewell?
And why did I fall in love with you?
We can't go back to how it was (consider it)
Can't go back (consider it)
Why didn't I take your hand?
No matter how much time passes
You should be at my side forever (but it didn't come true)
But you are still being taken from my side
And I still wish for your eternal happiness
No matter how lonely (no matter how painful)